my fanciful week...

The insanity called school has started! Though the insanity itself had struck me last Sunday when I gave my phone to my sister for her to use! I swear I took a shot of brandy after I did that because I don’t know what has gotten into me! Well, it doesn’t really matter anymore, because now, though it is just my first week in school I am already thriving in an avalanche of pressures and stress (especially accounting!). How I wish it’s summer again, I miss my summer escapade- mates!

I am really really weirded out right now! It is because of my new block mates who are apparently having an identity crisis because they keep on taking my place in the sacred “classroom seating arrangement!” (ASSHOLES!). But that’s not all; the commuting is really driving me crazy! Heck! From the waiting-for-the-jeep-stage to the whole travel is like some kind of something gone wild! Students are running around like crazy trying to get whatever space the jeep has to offer (except me, I would like to keep whatever dignity that is left in me), then whenever I got a ride my freaking jeep-mates are all so freaky! Especially those who thought of themselves as hot and would confidently wear “sandos” but failed to make themselves clean making them sticky and would not care if they had any physical contacts with some other person. How I wish I have my own car. But unfortunately I have to accept the reality that I can’t own one and that I am very vulnerable to those girls who are flashing their upper part of the body (it happened to me a while ago while I was walking to school from Katipunan).

School is not really the highlight of my week though. What really made impact this week is when my sister left for Dubai last Thursday. It’s not that dramatic though because of the “NAGMAMAHAL KAPAMILYA” bloopers that my sister and I did in the departure area. Haay…how I wonder what will happen next in my life. Hopefully everything will be more fun and less boobs.

bye bye summer...

Tomorrow is my first day of school, and now I am really despising it as much as I anticipated it about three days ago. Yes, nothing can stop it, not unless the rapture starts NOW! As in NOW! But clearly I am still here so it is not starting any moment soon. Heck, it’s fine, I made the most out of my summer naman eh..I’ve been in parties, debuts in particular, visited our province, watch Micah get drunk, watch people flaunt their sexy bodies while shouting “I’m gonna get laid tonight!”(it’s the whiskey talking) , did some ambush sessions with friend, stayed up all night to just get the top score in snake II (5351!!), did some embarrassing stunts in the rain…oh how I will miss this year’s summer!! It is, literally, figuratively and whatsoever word that can describe it, the hottest summer in my life! I so want to do this all over again. Waaah! How I am thinking of what am I gonna do on my first day. On the last year’s first day of school I barely spoke (Good thing hindi napanis yung laway ko) and act as if I am an innocent child. Now I’ve been thinking, will I look and act like a rebel who doesn’t care what everybody thinks, or a dorky kid who loves to read and write or whatever! Heck I can even just come there with my “pambahay” on (But I wont do that!) waaah! It’s sad to say goodbye to the stuffs you learned to love! No, I guess, is the time when I will surely, I guess again, get down and dirty to excel in my studies, I guess. Waaaah! Goodbye summer!

shopping!

Waaah! An utterly tiring day I had…well, though I am still up, I am dying to go to bed and sleep...but my, well, thoughts won’t let me not unless I flush all my brain clutters off me. I am very very thankful that I survived this little adventure with my sister. Waaah! Woke up around 6ish in the morning and left the house to go somewhere in Quezon City but my sister doesn’t know the easy way so…we took a jeepney ride to Rotonda and just walked to get to qc! Can you imagine that! from Rotonda to QC! Heck, well, it just took us about 5 minutes but it so freaking hot! Hotter that I am! Then after we went to divisoria or somewhere near that (168)..I remember the last time I went there was like so long ago I can’t even remember how I got there…it’s kinda creepy at first because of all the people walking around and bumping you, leaving some sweaty residue that only God knows where it came from! Waah! But still it is very cool cause you can get almost everything at their cheapest prices! Like the L-word DVD (for those who don’t know that, you don’t really need to know…but if you do! Heck I like it!ü) costs only 70 pesos!! And I remember Micah buying the same thing for about 150 pesos! See how cheap it is there! So cool! But that’s not really the big wonder that I witnessed there. The whole highlight of my day is the incredible shopping stamina of my sister! Yes! Her great girly stamina is so incredible! We were like able to go around the whole 168 mall for about three times! THREE TIMES! Just to buy a pair of shoe! A PAIR OF SHOE! Goodness, if you just saw how I look you will definitely laugh at how wasted I am…well, after spending about 3 hours in the 168mall thing and the Tutuban Center, my sister decided to go to Mandaluyong! From Manila to Mandaluyong! How did we get there? Well first we took the LRT to V. Mapa then took a jeep to MANDALUYONG(I swear, I am so covered with sweat when we took that jeepney ride..)! Crazy! Insanity! FATALITY! Waaah! Call me overacting or something but heck I was tired..cause after going to her office we went back to the LRT (so from Mandaluyong we ride a jeep to manila AGAIN) so that we can meet up with my mom at Metro East to do some grocery shopping…I swear, all I can think at those times is “I don’t want to go shopping anymore! Please!” …well…I am very very sleepy and tired and this is really the best thing that can come out from me…hoping I will not experience such kind of shopping again…

crappy virus!

It is like 12ish in the morning/midnight/whatever and I, after a very very tiring hot day, am still fronting this very computer looking at those swirling numbers from the virus scan. But now I am typing because I am so sick of all the freaking viruses that my sister accumulated. My sister always does such thing, I think all the computer viruses in the world has a thing for my sister cause this is the nth! (too many to count!) time she made our computer sick. Sometimes, out of desperation, I would just like to disembowel this crappy computer, step on its parts and shout “YOU FREAKING VIRUS, DIE AND BURN IN HELL!” but then again, I would just make a fool of myself plus I know my family will disown me if I did that sort of thing. So instead of doing such stupid thing, I called out friendly neighbor virus attacker person (FNVAP). But fate, unfortunately, has another thing in mind! The FNVAP lost his antivirus thingie! So I have no choice but to left our beloved computer unhealthy, unused and isolated from the world wide web until the virus is all gone. But, substance abusive as I am (I read that when you feel disconnected and isolated and depressed when one thing is taken away from you, you are considered substance abuser, [I don’t know why]) I can’t last a day without using the computer and surfing the net! So the end result is out computer is a lot worse! But thing my sister’s boyfriend/future brother-in-law (I can sense that, but not very soon!) heard about it and brought us the greatest gift ever (well, not exactly a gift, he just lent it to us), it is a very very cool antivirus! (I swear, when I open the cd case I heard angels singing halleluiah [corny ba, well that’s how happy I am])…so now all I have to do is wait for the live update to be updated and then I can send those viruses in hell and shout “GOOD RIDDANCE!)

some crazy thoughts this week...

It’s crazy, crazy I tell you (for me). It is very hard to do all the adjusting for the weird changes. Good things after missing the special episode of Will and Grace, journalizing, posting and scouring the whole house for some receipts of May for the BIR I am done with all my liabilities for the week! And now I am sitting at our balcony as I wait for the wind to blow, endure the sticky feeling of the world, watch some kid neighbor make a fool out of himself, listen to some feel good love song and write this blog entry.

Whew! Enrolled last Tuesday, I think. Nine days to go before I stop fooling around and start making myself a nerdy dead kid! I am dreading school and at the same time anticipating the adventurous experience of running for the jeep, doing some stunts to be able to fit in the fully loaded jeep, and meeting weird people and laugh at them ( I tend to be mean on the first day of class ), plus I can’t wait to have my baon ( though I am thinking not to avail it this year ) and to see the rest of the world!

Another whew! and a sheesh! 13 days to go! And I am going to be the supposedly-responsible eldest kid in the house, except Saturdays, Sundays, and holidays, when my sister will go home from her work in Cavite.hehehe….

Hmmm…for the past week, I think I should be thankful for still being sane, why? Well, because I was forced to disown my PILOT G-TEC C3 and use some old fashioned ordinary pen thing. Then I am, again, forced to change my handwriting, which by the way is a result of nine years (I am exaggerating) worth of hard work to imitate one of my classmates’ penmanship back in high school. Waah! I can’t believe that I am still surviving these stuffs. It is like I am suddenly changing a huge part of myself without any notice second thoughts and choice.

blog blog blog....

I am starting a blog again, with all the stress that has been attacking me, and I really need an outlet so that I won’t do something stupid like punching the wall and enduring its painful effect the whole week, but hey it’s effective! But now, summer is going to be over very soon and I am going to live my 2nd year in college. What fun is that? To make things harder, not worse just harder, I have an additional responsibility, and that is my new sideline, book keeping! I am employed! (Somewhat somehow…) whew, I know as the days pass everything will be very much complicated. My sister leaving the country, is one of those complicated things since I feel like, everything will be depending on me since my other sister barely stays in our home nowadays. That’s why I am making the most out of this summer because I know an avalanche of life’s complexities will cause me to make a change from a childish, carefree kid to a little less childish, a lot less carefree busy kid. Heck, I don’t know if I am gonna be able to deal with this, but I think I can, I hope. My goodness, a blog again, but I think this will be very very useful to me, also, this is where I am going to put all those clutters I will take out from my brain…